The storm gathered and again I was caught in the midst of the madness.
The still of time held me transfixed and gripped by the fear within
Thoughts of despair arise
Feverish cold sweats
Demise imminent
Future comes into sharp focus
Bleak is the outlook
The lights dims,...
Another night spent in sweat and tears
Sweat and tears as I arise
It wasn't a dream,...
Another unending cycle of despair merging day and night
Familiar becomes my focus
Acceptance my possibilities
Dread and self loathing
Rituals of Work, Eat,Drift,Home,Pray
Familiar???
A recurring unending nightmare of days rolled into night into days
Seamlessly loaded with faint memories of Omar
Why? How? And When?
Answers elude me
Acceptance my possibilities?
The storm gathered and again I was caught in the midst of the madness
I sought refuge in you but,..
No restitude did you offer
But i never stopped believing
Never stopped hoping
Never rested on my laurel
Then you spoke to me
So loud it was deafening
It all happened so quick
Casa, Rabat, Casa, Tribunal, Adul
Moments of joy
Moments of self discovery
The joys of being held
Joy and pain like sunshine and rain
The simple pleasures of sharing
Sharing and loving
Loving and being loved
A soulmate in an unforgiving world
Could it be?
Omar, Cecillia, Tunde???
Oui, après la pluie,...le beau temp
Pour Titi, mon amour.
Vraiment,...après la pluie,..le beau temp
Remember: runningwater affirms life.
09102012@londres
My love husband,i'm your titi you still in my heart, and i still remember our travel from casa to rabat to casa back, i will never forget those days, i'm so happy cos my english became better than before hhh i'm missing you a lot, and i'm wishing british embassy one day to give me visa to come to visit your grave and to talk to you.i missed you
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